Depend on your Faith
Anyway, I really liked what she revealed and consider it as an answer for any one thinking negatively about GOD and FAITH,
she wrote this time about that terrible experience and how she was frustrated and hopeless, her sadness and despond made the life without any color or taste, she was drowning in the maelstrom of despair,,
she said: "I just forgot about the invocations, the real magic and nothing can help more than faithful invocations to GOD, and my faith and prayers to GOD. And NOW I got back my confidence and I am more happier than anytime, I found happiness in every thing and what make me happy now is my pretty little angel, my niece "R", she making me really the happiest human on this earth!"
The best answer for case like this is with this two lines:
ولــرب نـازلة يضـيق بـها الفتــى *** ذرعــاً و عند الله منها المخرج
ضاقت فلما استحكمت حلقاتـها *** فـرجـــت و كان يظنها لا تفـرج
Which means: sometimes we fall in dilemmatic problems and feel terrible by that, while GOD has the way out. And we think it will never solve and suddenly we find the way out to solve it with no complexities.
This is "R", my friend's angel, her niece making her the Happiest human on this earth!